Monday, June 22, 2009

From Sherri


A very dear friend of mine created this wonderful card for me! The pink ribbon pin says "Survivor." She made it in honor of my 2 year survivorship.

Sherri........you are such a sweetheart.

BigHugs!
p.s.
Interesting to note: I am working on this same image right now for a set of cards. :)

Monday, June 15, 2009

Sunshine on my shoulders....


Well,

I am coming up on my 2 year anniversary from when I first heard the words: "It's cancer."6/22/07

When I stop and reflect on all I have endured in the past 730 days I am astounded. It feels so good to not be consumed with the cancer stuff. I feel lighter. And I know I am fluffier. :)

I will be posting less now that I am enjoying the light at the end of the tunnel. Don't get me wrong - I still have issues to deal with, scars to heal, hair to grow and emotions to tend. But don't we all in some form or another?

Thank you with all my heart to each and every person who has followed along with me and left comments and sent cards, etc. It made a difference. You made a difference.

I can only hope that my story may help others in some small way, who will have to do battle with this ugly evil beast. Just knowing you are not alone helped me at times.

I have started another (fun) blog related to my papercrafting obsession! I will be posting many of the cards I create for Little Life Preservers. Please hop on over and visit me at:


So I am still here but not posting that often. (This is a good thing.) (Whoo-Friggin-Hoo)

I am off to find my sunglasses. Need to get used to this light at the end of the tunnel I never ever thought I would see.


Life is good.


L

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Survivor Spotlight

I did an interview for TheBreastCaresite.com.

Click here if you would like to read.
It's all about getting the word out for LittleLifePreservers.
"Small gestures/Big love"


L

New drug hopeful for genetic BC





A new drug for genetic breast cancer could help thousands of women with hereditary forms of the disease, the first tests on patients suggest.


A study involving 54 women with advanced genetic breast cancer found that the drug olaparib could stop the growth of tumours, and shrink them in more than 40 per cent of cases.


In one case, a woman’s tumour disappeared completely after treatment with the drug, according to results to be presented at a science conference today.


About 5 per cent of the 46,000 cases of breast cancer in Britain each year are caused by defects on the BRCA-1 and BRCA-2 genes, which put women at much higher risk of developing aggressive cancers of the breast or ovaries.


Many women who test positive for the mutations have their breasts removed as a precaution, as they have an 80 per cent risk of developing breast cancer in their lifetime.


Olaparib, made by AstraZeneca , is the first of a new class of drugs specifically designed to treat BRCA-related cancers to be tested on patients. If further tests are successful, they could be used at an early stage to treat or prevent disease occurring within affected families, scientists say.
Pharmaceutical companies are also due to present targeted therapies for cancers of the lung, stomach and ovaries this week at the American Society of Clinical Oncology conference in Orlando, Florida, the world’s largest gathering of cancer scientists.


Andrew Tutt, director of the Breakthrough Breast Cancer Research Unit at King’s College London, who led the trial, said that the results for olaparib were “very promising”.


“We are hopeful that olaparib could provide a targeted treatment for women with BRCA-related breast cancer,” he said. “Some women also develop breast cancer before they know they are carrying the gene, or see it recur if they have been diagnosed previously.”


Charlotte Sword, 40, has had breast cancer diagnosed twice, because of the potentially deadly mutation to the BRCA-1 gene which runs in her family. Her younger sister Audrey has suffered it three times. Both women have had double mastectomies and their ovaries removed.


“Breast cancer has left a horrific mark on our family due to a mutation being passed down the paternal line”, Mrs Sword said yesterday. “I have three nieces who could benefit from this treatment, and could be spared the dreadful illness and side-effects of treatment that my sister and I had to go through.”


Olaparib works by blocking a protein that makes cancer cells which have a BRCA fault unable to repair their own DNNA. This causes the cancer cell to die and means that the tumour should either stop growing or get smaller.


Because the drug works in a targeted way, it kills cancer cells while leaving healthy cells alone in a way that chemotherapy does not, which could help to reduce the punishing side-effects of cancer treatment.


In the study carried out at hospitals in Britain, Europe, the US and Australia, 27 patients took 100mg oral doses of olaparib while another 27 took 400mg doses. More than 40 per cent of tumours in the higher dose group reduced significantly in size, while all tumours were prevented from progressing for an average of six months.


The Times reported this year that the London community of Ashkenazi Jews is being offered screening for BRCA genes that raise risks of breast, ovarian and prostate cancers. Ashkenazi have a high incidence of BRCA-related breast cancer.


The NHS currently offers BRCA testing, but only for women whose relatives have had cancer because of the mutations. But up to 50 per cent of people with the faulty genes do not have a family history of the diseases, largely because the gene can be carried by men.


Dr Tutt said that orlaparib may also have potential as an early-stage or preventative treatment. He added: “It is important to remember this drug is at a very early stage of development.” Herbie Newell, Cancer Research UK scientist at the Northern Research Institute, Newcastle University, said he was “extremely encouraged” by the study’s results.


He said: “Olaparib is one of a family of targeted therapies currently in clinical trials and Cancer Research UK expect that this new class of anti-cancer treatments will make a significant impact in the fight against cancer."



In the family
8% Proportion of cases of breast cancer in women thought to be triggered by genetic factors, although many of the exact causes remain a mystery.


2,000 Number of breast cancer cases a year (5 per cent of the total) known to be caused by changes in either the BRCA-1 or BRCA-2 genes that were the first to be associated with a much higher risk of developing breast cancer.


1 in 800 Proportion of women in whom a faulty BRCA-1 gene is present. One in 500 carries a faulty copy of the BRCA-2 gene.


50-80% Chances of a woman with these genes of getting breast cancer in their lifetime, up to seven times higher than those who do not carry the mutations. They also have a 60 per cent increased risk of ovarian cancer.


Sources: Cancer Research UK; Times database

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Well done!




Saw Dr M for the post-surgery follow up yesterday.


Got a "well done" for putting the butterfly bandages on the incision.


Gold star for me!


All looks well.


Nausea gone. YEA! Double YEAYEA!


L

Monday, May 18, 2009

Pass it on............

Please....
If you or a loved one are going through treatment for breast cancer go HERE and sign up (everything is confidential) so I can send you or them handmade cards of encouragement and support.

Every gesture, no matter how small, adds up when battling the cancer beast. My cards are lovingly handmade and sent with a bit of my heart. From someone who is walking that road. Totally free! No strings attached. Priceless!

Pass it on. Pay it forward. Small gestures/Big love.


{{Pink hugs}}


L

A little blood

Got out of the shower this morning and noticed my incision was bleeding a little on one end. Just a little so I put on 2 butterfly bandages and will see what Dr M says tomorrow.

Of course I am now being real careful. No lifting, pulling and I keep checking it as I have mostly no feeling on the breast so I could be wide open and probably not know it.


That is an awful thought.


L

CrAzY cRaZy

Taking the Tamoxifen again.

I know taking it increases my odds of NOT having a recurrence but the side effects can be quite painful at times.

{{sigh}}

Whatever.


I am feeling less nausea now. Just need to get my strength back.

And maybe my sanity?



L

Friday, May 15, 2009

Just to be clear


I am not stopping Tamoxifen because of weight gain.

I am stopping Tamoxifen because of joint pain.

Sounds similar. They even rhyme. Big difference.

Just to be clear.


L

LMAO!

Longterm Nausea & Lethargy


I just read in my blog archives that I had 2 weeks of nausea from the last surgery and am thinking that might be the case this time too.

UGH.

I have this all over feeling of lethargy and nausea. It sucks.

I have not been able to find any information via the web about long term nausea after anesthesia.

Has anyone else had this problem?

Each day there is improvement.

It is just taking awhile.

sigh.


L

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Breast Cancer Wellness Cruise


Info here: CRUISE


Anyone want to go next year?


I might.


L

My Etsy Shop!


I opened a shop on Etsy. My shop name is: PinkPromiseDesigns. I will continue to add new items so visit often. Etsy is the place to buy and sell all things handmade. This site rocks!

All proceeds from my shop go to maintaining LittleLifePreservers.com.

Currently I am offering a wide variety of glass and resin pendants and some handpicked cards. I plan on adding bottlecap pendants, magnets and whatever else suits my fancy.

Stop by and check it out ~



L

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Another Surgery Done


Everything went smooth on Monday. Got home about 7pm. Hardly slept at all that night. Slept a bit better last night.

Anesthesia screws me up.

I have driven short distances but am still pretty loopy and a bit nauseous and sore.

I was able to take a shower this morning. I unbound myself and got in then had to rush out and hit the bed as I was hit with a wall of nausea and thought I was going to pass out! Not good as I am home alone.

I just took an ativan under the tongue and hope it will take away the nausea.

I seem to need more time to recover after each surgery. My poor body is telling me: "No more surgeries!"

Will most likely need one more to add a nipple and do any nip and tucks so they are both symmetrical.

Contemplating going to work. Don't think I should.

I'll see how I feel in a bit.


L

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Happy Mother's Day


Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Stopping Tamoxifen (again)


Yup. I am quitting it again.

My joints are acting up again. I got off the treadmill an hour ago and the bottom of my feet are throbbing. Hot flashes have amped up as well.

No more. Too uncomfortable.

Plus I have put on a very un-needed 10 pounds-ish since starting the Tamoxifen so I am going to blame the medicine instead of my enjoyment of food.
{and desert}


L

Monday, May 4, 2009

Getting impatient


This expander is deflating and it feels very strange. I can feel little air pockets, sort of like bubbles, along the edge and for some reason it is getting rather sore. It felt better when it was tight and full!

I have much soreness that travels from the breast along my side and towards my back. The soreness is following the scar so I am guessing this is part of it healing inside? I hope when we swap it for the softer implant my chest will feel better.

I sometimes feel discomfort in the right breast as well, especially near the nipple. I am guessing this is from healing as well?

Monday May 11th hurry up!

Boob issues aside...................life is fabulous.


L:)

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Elton John and Billy Joel




I just got tickets for Elton John & Billy Joel in July! WooHoo!! I never thought I would get to see Elton in concert so this is wicked exciting!


Of course when I mentioned this happy news to my children they were like.....whooppee...hahaha....whatever. Made me feel old. Geez.


Bet if I said I was going to see Hinder or NIN they would have been jumping in their seats begging to go with me.


Life is good.


L:)

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Girl Scouts rock again! #2144 + more








Junior Girl Scout Troop #2144 of West Lakeland held a Community Service Workshop on Feb 21st at Rock Hill Camp in Mahopac. There, various Girl Scout Troops gathered together to make inspirational cards for women with Breast Cancer. The Junior girls, Phoebe Baker, Kathryn Godoy, Melissa Keefe, Vanessa Bueti, Megan Amundsen and Abigail Murray (not shown) along with their leaders Gabriella Bueti (left) and Amy Baker (right) who is a recent Breast Cancer survivor herself collected over 150 cards to donate to an organization called Little Life Preservers. The girls will continue to make and collect cards for this organization through the Girl Scout Community until March 31st. (Photo by Gabriella Bueti for The Journal News/LoHud.com)


I received 3 huge packages of wonderful handmade cards.

I am bowled over by the time, energy and heart that was put into this project for Little Life Preservers. The recipients of each and every card will be joyed.

Many many thanks from my heart to all the Girl Scouts, leaders and helpers involved in this effort of love. I am overwhelmed with gratitude.

Pink Hugs,

Lesa:)

Hair keeps growing


Current photo of me (and my Stella-Bella.) No makeup. Just plain ol' grandma.

This is a years worth of growth. Just a little over a year ago I was bald.

I cannot stand the style but it's hair! And in time it will be at the length I want and then I can cut in a style.

I have some purple streaks in there but you can only see them in bright light.

Let's hear a "Woohoo" for hair!

I still bump into people who don't recognize me. It is unsettling to say the least. As I have said before....Cancer is great at stripping away vanity.

L